This is the beginning of another Blog. I have a few, this is the story of My Trip to Alaska. I am calling it The Travels of The Wandering Soul. It seems to fit, I am wandering, not lost, just on a journey into the unknown, or it seems that way. Everyday is different, there does not seem to be a plan, yet there was one when I started on October 16th 2008.
This is a picture of the inside of the pocket of my coat. I could hear the camera beep, but I was not sure where it had come from. I knew the camera had taken a picture, I just wasn’t sure of what…..Now, I know….this is a test.
I just wanted to make sure that I do not have a picture of someones dog…..not MINE!!! as the opening to this blog. I am downloading so many new programs these days, that I get a little confused.
Its not that I don’t know what I am doing, I do this all the time. I am not using my own computer, I have 3 weeks in Juneau Alaska waiting for the ferry to Whittier, so I can drive to Anchorage without stepping foot in Canada. I am not stupid, I am a single woman traveling around on a spiritual journey…or whatever that is. Meaning, I am trying to get to Alaska so I can work on the North Slope for the winter. This is not my first trip to Alaska, but I can tell you, this is the longest it has ever taken. By the time I do arrive, it will have taken almost 6 weeks. So many obstacles, blocking my path….some days things just seem to go along fine, and then other days, I wonder what the hell has happened.
Today is my birthday…..so what gives.
So, I have been a travel writer for quite a few years, I have been doing blogs for about four or five years, I can’t remember, its a blur.
I am off on adventure and this seems the best way to get my information out there….
Lets hope that someone reads it and likes what they read. I hope it helps, maybe you will find yourself on a similar trip, without a penny to your name. You are looking for a place to stay for 10 bucks a night, cause you only have a 10 bucks to your name and you want to take some decent pictures. Well, this blog will help, because this is the kind of trip this is.
From Reno Nevada to Palmer Alaska with $1200.00 dollars. I had planned on driving, but got turned around at the border in Idaho…..you know, where potatoes grow. So If you are planning a trip to Alaska and you want to drive, you should read this, or you will be on the same trip I am on. I am taking the ferry from Bellingham, Washington after driving to Idaho, from Olympia, Washington and back, don’t ask, read!!!!………Hehe! Its all good….and everyday gets better, from camping in my car, to staying in a beautiful house on Fritz Cove in Juneau Alaska. I have not made it to Palmer yet, but I will, I have a confirmed space on the Gulf Ferry, The Kennacott on the 18th of November. So I will get there, eventually.
This is a poem I wrote a few months ago. I was on my way to Africa to work for a Safari company and then things just changed. The plans I thought I had made were taking me on a journey, it was out of my control. So why fight it, I decided to just go with the flow. It’s hard for me not to be in control, so this would be a lesson in trusting the Universe, that seemed to be redirecting my life in some way. It’s kind of exciting, to finally just let go!
Wendy
Stranger in a Strange Land
The Wanderer
from the I Ching
I was on my way to Kenya Africa the other day,
to work for a Safari Company
as a photojournalist.
I left behind my family, friends and my land,
to find out who I am.
Struggling inside with my desire to be creative,
a paradoxical situation was at hand.
This was the poetry of my undertaking,
deciding my contraries,
without contraries, there is no progression,
attraction and repulsion, reason and energy,
love and hate, all are necessary to human existence.
For a year I worked at a job,
listening to those who loved me, telling me what I should do with my life.
Telling me I should give up my dreams, it wasn’t important to know who I am,
it was all a scam.
I dislike being told what to do, cops, authority, being restricted.
I like an unstructured environment, free from rules and regulation,
Where I can respond to the needs of the moment.
I like to work in solitude, I am intuitive, my mind works in a non linear fashion,
Sudden insights and flashes of inspiration come to me,
out of the blue, Who Knew!
So I decided to go on a journey,
a detour from my life, that had become restrictive,
to see if I was who I thought,
I am.
Releasing all of my attachments to people, things and thoughts,
from the past, to follow my dreams.
As I have said before,
Merrily, Merrily, we drift down this stream
and life is not what is seems.
I packed up my house and belongings to be stored safely for a time,
to follow my dreams, to let go and not follow a plan.
Clothes, cats and dogs jammed into my car, leaving behind the safety of my land.
I set out on this journey, a homeless creature,
to figure out who I am.
Listening to my guides, trusting the Universe and my instinct,
to experience life, joy, freedom, gratitude, with out fear of the unknown,
to observe life without a plan,
to try and understand why, what and where I am.
A Stranger in a Strange Land.
Feeling the pull of the benevolent arms of the Universe reaching out to me,
to find myself, without money or a place to live,
I could hear them say,
You may not get want you want, but you will have what you need.
Searching my heart and hearing my soul speak to me,
to gain the knowledge I was seeking,
To be free to discover who I am.
I have been a photojournalist, massage therapist, hotel owner, magazine publisher, a writer,
a poet, a lover, a wife, a mother and a friend, but never a beggar or a thief.
My past life experiences have taught me who I was,
My question was where do I belong, to whom, to where,
who am I now.
Some people think I am crazy, disorganized, scattered, selfish, mean, cruel,
a risk taker and lazy.
Others think I am a creative genius, strong, loving, kind, gentle,
organized and adventurous.
Some people hate me, others love me, few understand me,
most don’t know me,
I am merely just misunderstood,
about who I really am.
A rolling stone, wandering through experiencing my life.
It’s the only way I know to learn to grow,
to be the person, I really am.
Who are we anyway, flesh and bones and blood,
or light that shines through our souls,
transcending back from where we come from.
To gain the freedom to remember why we came here,
to reach out, to be the person,
we were meant to be.
To grow and learn, to teach others to remember,
who we are and the soul that says,
I am.
So I stopped in Kern County on my way to LA
to catch a flight, to see a family friend,
while using the computer at Mama Hilly Beans,
I met a clan, my life took a detour, not part of the plan.
I decided to stay another day,
to find out who I am.
I have traveled all over the world looking for a place,
I thought was the promised land, but sometime ago,
I realized the promised land was already in my hand.
Its not a place, but lives inside,
that’s who, I am.
Im not sure if I will stay in Tehachapi,
I could leave for Africa any day,
that was the plan.
I was in Mama Hilly Beans, last Wednesday Night,
to listen to what you had to say. Holly reminded me, that if
you do not share who you are, no one, will ever know you.
So, I wrote this poem, so I wouldn’t be a Stranger in a Strange land.
My name is Wendy, I know who I am,
that’s what I wanted to say,
and Africa can wait another day,
You know there never really was a plan.
Wendy Zake
May 9, 2008
Tehachapi, California


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